HIGH AND LOW

So today I feel a bit better. Don't get it. Music is tough! No it's damn near impossible. Well, not impossible...others do it. Some get lucky I suppose. For the rest of us it's just an endless climb. Got to keep going. Up hill. There must be something at the top. Or maybe on the other side?


Maybe not. Is it really all meaningless?

Absolutely. Totally fucking meaningless.

So why should I bother?

There is no reason why you should.

So what did I do all this work for?

You did it for yourself. You are the only one that can decide what means anything. Only you can bring meaning to an otherwise empty black void.

There must be more.

I'm afraid not. Don't kid yourself. Accept the responsibility of your actions and understand that it affects every particle in the universe.


Gotta practice that damn piano again. Every fucking day I practice, trying to obtain a better understanding of that incredibly abstract device. Unless I don't practice....for weeks sometimes! Arghh!! Now I will try to practice again.

Goodbye.