Saturday, September 5, 2009

PATRONAGE

You know I love music. Unfortunately since I've been living it I don't enjoy going to hear it much anymore. It's not the musicians or the music, but the venues. Since they have never given me the time of day or had the decency to answer another man who's putting up the fight for music and art I feel like an asshole every time I step inside a place. I cannot justify giving them my money after such treatment. I understand they need names to fill seats and to make money, but they could at least treat me like a person and not a fucking idiot.

Who cares about one man? I do. It's for me that I must hold to my belief system because after all, what else does a man have?

Perhaps I might feel differently down the road, but for now I do not want to set foot in anymore Jazz venues in NYC. I was a loyal customer for a time, but now it just seems like I'm making an ass out of myself by giving them my money, love or support...

Fuck that.

4 comments:

Unknown said...

OH, YEAH, I HEAR YA, MAN!!!!! I USED TO GO ALL OUT TO CHECK OUT REAL MUSIC, I MEAN, I REMEMBER I WAS LIVING ON MY GI BILL, AND I SPENT ALL THE MONEY ON CDS, AND LIVE SHOWS, CHEAP BEER AND CIGARETTES, AND I LIVE IN L.A. AND L.A SUCKS!!!!!
ALL MY FAVARITE MUSIC PEOPLE NEVER CAME TO LA!!!!!!!!!! I WOULD DRIVE LITERALLY FOR HOURS, TO CHECK STUFF OUT, AFTER I STOPPED DRIVING I TOOK THE BUS AND THEN STAYED LATE, WAIT FOR A CAB IN LA, THEY NEVER COME, THAN TAKE THE TRAIN, AND BUS JUST TO LISTEN TO MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MEA!N OUT HERE THESE FUKN LOSERS GO TO BED AT 12!!!!!!!!!!! AND PUBLIC TRANSP;ORTAITIN IS NON EXISTENT, AND IM CRZY SO I WOULD TAKE THOSE 24 HR BSES THROUGHT THE SUPPOSEDLY THE WORST NEIGHBOR HOODS JUST TO CHECK OUT MUSIC. I REMEMBER TAKING THE BUS TO SEE ONE OF MY FAVORITE GROUPS, AND DURING ONE OF THE GREATEST TUNES, THESE PUNKS COME BY WITH CHEESEANDCHIPS AND SODA, SIT DOWN IN FRONT OF ME AND CONTINUE TALKING!!!!!!!!!!!! MAN I LITERALLY ALMOST LOST IT. I THEN HAD TO LEAVE EARLY TO GO OVER THE HILL BEFORE THE SUBWAY CLOSED TAKE A BUS ON FROM A BIG BLVD, RIGHT IN THE THICK OF IT, MAN,, YEAH, PEOPLE DON'T CARE, WHEN I HEAR THE REAL THING THEN I KNOW IT WAS WORTH IT, THATS WHY IM VERY PARTICULAR ABOUT WHAT I CHEK OUT, I DON'T GO CHECK OUT STUFF ANYMORE, MAN, SOCIETY IS IN SERIOUS DECLINE. AND I LIVE BELOW THE POVERTY LINE, ANYWAYS, MAN, AREN'T THEER GROUPS OF ARTISTS AND MUSICINAS THAT START THERE OWN GROUPS LIKE THERE WAS THE MBASE AND THE AACM AND I SURE THERE A BUCN OF OTHERS, IM A SOCIOPATH SO , NON OF THAT GROUP SHIT WORKS FOR ME, ITS JUST ME AND HAL 9000, YEAH, MOST PLACES NEVER DIG THE RIF RAFF, THEY LIKE THE
COUPLES THAT BUY DINNER AND A BOTTLE, YEA I WOULD GO TO ALL THE GREAT PERFORMANCES BY MYSELF, NO DISTRACTIONS. YEAN MAN ITS WEIRD THATS FOR SURE.
OVERAND OUT.

PIANO WARRIOR said...

Dude! I totally feel you travelin' to hear good music. i used to drive (when i used to have a car) up and down the northeast to hear bands. used to ride up to boston then down to philly then upstate ny or wherever! i'm not down for that kind of shit much these days...and i don't dig the dinner jazz club shit...i mean i don't mind rolling into a joint, settin up with a couple vodka rocks and a beer and sit by myself and just listen like you say - dristraction free - and i would sit at the bar. the bar is fine with me. makes no difference to me. i don't need any fancy shit. now i don't even wanna go to those places after the way i've been treated. i even asked the pres of my label to call a few times and they treated him even worse! i respected that he tried for me...those 24 hour buses are pretty lame - when i used to live in amsterdam i had to take that shit because the tram and metro stopped runnin at midnight! and fuck those assholes eatin the chips and soda...i know the feeling, man. one time me and my wife were seeing a film - i think it was motorcycle diaries or something - and this couple came in fucking crying baby! can you imagine? fucking motorcycle diaries with a baby? anyway, the baby didn't stop screaming and yelling and finally someone told an usher to get them out and as they were leaving everyone applauded - haha! i thought that shit was hilarious! funny thing is that you like the good music and art and shit...i don't think most folks get it anymore...

-s

Unknown said...

HA, THAT'S FUNNY, YEA MAN THAT
S WHAT THEY VE GOT FOLEY ARTISTS FOR,
SOUND EFFECTS, NOT THE COUPLE WHOS TOO CHEAP TO PAY FOR A GODDAMN BABYSITTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEA, HOPEFULLY ONE DAY I WLL HAVE ENOUGH
U KNOW DOLLARS TO BE A PATRON AND WITH A
COOL WOMAN, TOO, THATD BE GREAT, GOODFOODGUDMUSICGOODPEOPLE,.
WOW MAN AND YOUR RECORD CO. OUT TO BAT FOR YOU, AND THE CLUBS DO THAT, THATS THE WAY, IT SEEMS ITS LIKE EVERYTHING IS POLOTICS, AND DOLLARS AND EVERYGHINT ELSE BUT THE REAL THING, MAN.
OVER AND OUT

Unknown said...

MAN YOUVE GOT TO HEAR MY FRISCO STORY,
SO I GET A TICKET TO A GREYHOUND BUS,
GOING TO FRISCO, IM GOING TO CHECK OUT
BURTON,MEHTNY,SWALLOW,SANCHEZ AT YOSHIS,
I LEAVE ABOUT 11 PM AND GO TO DOWNTOWN LA
I WAIT FOR AN HOUR IN DOWNTOWN LA, JUST TO GO THE THE GODDAMN GREYHOUND STATION IN LA
WHERE THEY MOVED THE GREYHOUND STATION TOO,
THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE, EVER SEE THAT MOVIE ESCAPE FROM LA? WELL THATS WHERE THE NEW GREYHOUND BUS STATION WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF FKN BUMFK NOWHERE, SO I GET ON THE BUS,
GET TO FRISCO, THESE IDIOTS ARE STALKING ME,
BECUASE I USED TO PUSH TEH CONSCIOUSNESS ENVELOPE, THESE FUKN LOSERS FREAK OUT CUZ I SAY IM GOING TO THE FUKN GG BRIDGE AND JUMP AND WAIT FOR THE MOTHERSHIP.HAHAHA
YEA RAIGHT, SO IM WALKING AROUND, I TRY TO USE MY MACBOOK, IN FRISCO, OF ALL THE WIFI FUKN PLACES AND IT DOESN'T WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO I KNOW THERES SOME SERIOUS BULLSHIT GOING ON, SO I DON'T KNOW NOBODY, EXCEPT THESE STUPID LOWLIFE TWOFACE BAKSTABBING LOSERS THAT PRETEND THEY DON'T KNOW THE CITY, WHEN THERER FUKN SIBLINGS LIVE UP THERE!!!!!!!
I GO TO A COUPLE PLACES SOME DIRTBAGS TELL ME TO GO, MAN, THEN I WAL K AROUND FRISCO GO TO THE PARK I HEAR BONGO DRUMS GO SLEEP ON A BENCH NEAR THE ARBETORIUM IN GGPARK,
LOOK ON THE INTER NET TO SEE WHere somE JZZ IS BECAUSE IM GONIG TO OAKLAND ON SUNDY FO RTHE MATINEE, I LOOK ON THE INTERNET, WALK ANOTHER TEN FUKN MILES IN FRISCO TO SOME SNAZZY PLACE WHERE TWO KEYBOARDS AND A DRUMMER, TRY TO PLAY JAZZ, ITS A REAL SNAZZY PLACE LIKE SO SNAZZY TEH FUKN OWNER HAS TO COME AND STAIR AT ME, WHILE ALL THE DAYTIME SOAPSTARS, WAX AND WAYNE ABOUT, NOTHING!!!!!!
WHITE GUYS PLAYING JAZZ, I DON'T KNOW THESE GUYS WERE OK BUT MAN, U KNOW ITS NOT THE REAL DEAL, STILL AT LEAST ITS LIVE MUSIC IN ONE OF THE MOST SNAZZIEST CLUBS IN FRISCO, GOOD THING I DIDN'T WEAR MY FUKN SNEAKERS, THEY WOULD HAVE DEFINIITLY THROWN ME OUT, SO I'M
OVER THESE PLAGIARISTS, ROMANTISICIZING ABOUT BEING A BROTHER AND PLAYING SOME SIRIOUS SHIT, WHICH THEY WERENT'. I GO TO MCDONALDS, WALK AROUND TH CITY AND LOOK FOR A PLACE TO SLEEP, IVE GOT A FULL TIME JOB,
YET IM SO FUKN BROKE I DON'T HAVE ENOUGHT TO
GET A ROOM FOR THE NIGHT, SO MUCH FOR FUKN FRIENDS, SO I FIND A PARK, LOOKS LIKE THESE MOTHERFUKERS ARE STILL FOLLOWING ME, THERES WIFI IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE IN A PARK I LOOK UP UFOS, SOME BIMBO AND HER BOYFRIEND COMEBY I THINK THERE SPYS, SO O GO TO PLAY GROUND AND CLIMB UP TO SOME SECOND STORY SECTION AND CRASHO OUT, GOOD THING I HAVE A DECENBT JAKECT , ITS FUKN COLD IN FRISCO IN JULY IN A PARK!!!!!!!!!! GET UP THE NEXT MORNIG GO TO THE FUKN LIBRARY WHERES ITS NOT OPEN BUT THE WIFI STILL ON , GO FIND SOME LITTLE CAFE THATS OPEN AT 6 IN THE MORNIG GET AN EGGSANDWIGH TAKE A DUMP AND GO TO OAKLAND, THEN ITSL LIKE 7 HOURS BEFOR THE SHOW I GO TO SOME FUKN COFFE HOUSE AND GET COFFE, HANG OUT THERE TILL MIDDAY, GO TO THE
WATER NEAR WHERE ALL THE BARS AND RESTAURANTS ARE, SO I GO TO THEU FUKN PLACE A COUPLE HOURS BEFORE, THE SHOW, I BOUGHT MY TEKET ONLINE LIKE A MONTH BEFOR BUT THEY HAVE A NAMETAG THING, AND I GO IN ALL THE SEATS HAVE THE EARLYBIRDS NAMETAGS !!!!!!!!!!!!
NO ONE EVER TOLD ME ABOUT THIS SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO I GO TO THE BAR AND START TO GET READY FOR THE SHOW, HAVE A COUPLE OF BREWS, AND THENI I WALK IN AND A DUDE ASKS ME IF I WOULD LIKE A SEAT UP CLOSE AND IM LIKE YEAH!!!!!!! SO I GET RIGHT IN THE CENTER LIKE 4 ROWS BACK AND YOSHIS IS THE SHIT AS FAR AS SOUND GOES, ITS PERFECT I LISTEN, THEY SAY THEERE RECORDING, THE CD COMES OUT LIKE THREE FUKN YEARS LATER ISTS GREAT, THE NEXT DAY WHEN I GET BACK TO LA I GET FIRED FROM MY JO B FOR BUSTING MY ASS FOR NOTHINGDD AND TELLING THESE NITWITS HOW LITERALLY DUMB THEY ARE AN D NOT DOIN GHTERE JOB, MAN, TALK ABOUR A FUKN RIDE!!!!!!!!!!!! EVERYBODY WORKED FOUR DAYS THERE I WORKD FIVE , CAUSE I WAS THE NEW GUY, STILL BLEW MOST ALL OF THEM OUT OF THE WATER, AND THEY STILL GOT RID OF ME!!!!!!!!!
AHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAH
MAN, PEOPLE ARE FUKN LAME, MUSIC MAN,
ITS THE ONLY THING THAT KEEPS ME GOING
OVER AND OUTD